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-It's over! Trust me it is…

But you know what?

It was there…It has always been there!

-What was there?

-That light… It "Used To" blind me with its shine.

-I'm afraid I don't.....

-And you won't!

Ok, listen… Do you know that feeling when you feel the darkness all around you? Like the blackest desert nights...lacking even the least glimpse of the sparkling stars. And then, out of a sudden, you feel the warmth of the promising morning Sun? Approaching, rising up… Turning into a Day!!

-Well, yes!

 It happens actually everyday, but I still can't understand what does this have to do with it?

-This is IT… He "Used To" make my day!

-………………………

-Starting to get into it, aren't you?

Here, let me tell you more;

Wherever I "Used To" go, they "Used To" sparkle.

-What "Used To" sparkle?

-The most beautiful eyes I've ever laid an eye on.

-That's funny!

-That's so real!

Do you think I didn't notice? I "Used To" catch them from the very furthest distances. They were starring at me, following me everywhere, forcing this  adrenaline through my veins.

Taking me somewhere else…Far away, beyond the distant stars!

-And now, they no longer "sparkle"?

-They do… But fake ones!

I don't believe them… Not anymore!

-Perhaps you can't see them right? Or perhaps you have NEVER seen them right?

-…………………….

-…………………….

-Whatever!!

-No Answer?

-What are you after?

-Oh no, nothing in particular.

But tell me, are you happy?

-Huh? Who? Me?

-Yes.

-Yeah, yeah of course I am!

-Hmm….

-Well, you know what's so annoying?

-What?

-Seeing that what you've believed in for years is only fading away… Just like.. "Gone with the wind".

-Well, things change.

-NO, people change… And he so damn changed.

-HE changed?               *Skeptical*

-…………………….

-…………………….?!?

-Well, perhaps I did too!

-But now, since you're telling me it's over & you both changed, why are you speaking about it? Why do you keep thinking of him?

-Because I miss him.

Isn't this enough?

-…………………….           *Smiling*

-I'm mad, I know!

-No, you're lost!

-Perhaps…!

-Do you have any idea how're you ever gonna find your way back?

-Not exactly…But for the present time, all I know is that one day I got used to his presence, and now… I have to get used to his absence.

-Promise me you'll be happy.

-Happiness is a tendency. And I've decided to live happily…

Don't worry, I WILL !!

-Have a beautiful life…

-Thanks, I love you!

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When the "USED TOs" are over, get used to their absence…

-ReeM-

P.S.The note's title has nothing to do with the contents... It's just that I couldn't find a good one!!