If Only...

If Only…

Life would offer me another chance,

So I can face it boldly,

To have more friends,

To never be lonely…

If Only…

Nature blesses me with new eyes,

Eyes that can feel its beauty,

When all the planets & the stars,

And its growing trees & blooming flowers,

Are only in their cycle,

Performing their duty…

If Only…

My pen isn’t out of ink,

And my mind never empties its thoughts.

I’d write again & again.

I’d fly in my fantasy…FREELY !!

If Only…

The strength I lost after punishing those who hurt me,

Might come back to me.

But now, only to defeat my PRIDE,

And forgive them completely…!

If Only…

The bird sings my song again,

And dances freely.

And I join it and simply say ;

‘ Enjoy every moment,

Happy it is or full of melancholy.

Never live it sorrowfully.

Life is all yours,

You’re given it Gladly’…!

If Only…

My warm heart can be regained,

And give away the cold one I own now.

The one I got when I killed every noble feeling,

That got bruised severely…

If Only…

I’m Reborn,

Pure as cotton,

Beautiful as morning dew,

Only then,

Not a single black speck would find its way through.

I’ve learned my lesson deeply…!!

If Only…

Memories can be edited,

Keeping only joyful ones,

So I don’t still feel that pain in the heart,

That aches too bad,

When you cross my mind so suddenly…

If Only…

My friend would come again,

Asking for my help shyly,

Never will I let him down,

The way I did previously.

If Only…

You would come back,

To hold my hand & cuddle me,

And I surrender & forget everything.

You have always been my one,

My Only…!!

If Only…

I have some more time left,

To contemplate in everything around me,

To thank God over & over,

For that was my DESTINY…!

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Friday

Sep.25th.2009

12:48 pm

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And The “ If Onlys“ Never End…!!